Wastage of a half life

26, and getting old faster
Question says how fast can you run

Can you be faster than time
Or its just as imaginary as time travel

Or still which which is more important
Speed or control?

If I dig it furthur
Is control unaspirational?
or what is my tenacity to compromise

Not everything is moral bound
hence not everything can be compromised
Does that leave morals to be scapegoats?

Its a twisted matrixof
hope and despair

One can lament on the banalities
or Euphemise it as experience of the Half Life