The bullet pt.syndrome

when i read about it earlier.I thot its nt really tru bt nw it seems whn no. of ur blog posts rises the motivation to write long posts becames less and then the best possible shrcut is bullet pt. posts.easy to read..easy to write and everybody is happy.

I am not saying bullet points are uncool actuly they are jus convnient fr evybdy.Smaler sentncs.precise msgs.very apt for our mdern lives.whre  presure to be smebdy is mre than the pressure to be oneself.

I tink i ned a brk.I am gettin bored wd non activity in my life.repetatve blog posts.tryn to find thns to luk upto.The issue is actualy nt abt findin ur place in d plane bt to jus to figre out where u goin.Smetime u ned to shut ur mind from evrythin u hear or see n heed to ur heart.....wow wat a line.

So wat forces us for the orgnised life,categorise it well n articulate ur thots....why are we order obsessed. I mean chaos can also be beautiful. wat!!! u vent seen any modern art ever.
I am nt saying dres isnt ne order/symmetry there but then les say nt visible to untrained eye.

So les believe in helter skelter n trust in god to take care of the rest.
.....well wd lines like these i cn bcme a motivation guru...bt yeah i ve discussed dt alredy in mi earlier posts.bt doesnt mean i wnt do mi prt for the nature n destiny.

i will sit n add numbers to madness and good looks to chaos..
ohhk its nt so funy ..so wat

Pichle Saat Dino mein

Past 7 days have been quite astonishing or amusing so to speak. A small assortment of the stuff happened to me

· Got my Visa, Didn’t get the ticket

· So …Bye Bye Brasil

· And so to all the expat blogs, yahoogroups and tento a falar Portuguese

· Realization of what a waste

· Trip to home, knowing that there is still no better place than that

· Selling and buying dreams with a friend, despite knowing that most of it is untrue

· Meeting people who still care for me and how uncomplicated life becomes in their company

· Playing with so many nephews and nieces and thinking they were so small the last time I met them

· No sleep for 3 days at a stretch, And not because of stress

· More clothes shopping, another attempt to look cool

· Got new Sun Glasses, Lost the specks

· Gifting my ol phone to mom which means happy to be non connected for a while

· Got a new MP3 player, hail individualism

lines I liked

1. God is real, unless declared integer

2. Two wrongs don't make a right, but three rights make a left.

3. Do you have trouble making up your mind? Well, yes or no?

4. Home is where the television is.

5. Before borrowing money from a friend, decide which you need more.

6. Death is hereditary.

7. Many things can be preserved in alcohol. Dignity is not one of them.

8. When you're right, no one remembers. When you're wrong, no one forgets.

9.  Cheer up, the worst is yet to come.

10. Always remember that you are absolutely unique. Just like everyone else..

11. Experience is what a comb gives you after you lose your hair.

12. Everyone makes mistakes. The trick is to make them when nobody is looking.

13. If you can't see the bright side of life, polish the dull side.

14. Where there's a will there are five hundred relatives.

15. I have a drinking problem - I can't afford it.

16. Everyone should have a spouse, because there are a number of things that go wrong that one can't blame on the government.

17. The evening news is where they begin with 'Good evening', and

then proceed to tell you why it isn't.

I`m still here

Well heading is actually a double entrande but those who don’t know the other story .let it be. Well actually even those who knw…let it be. Butt all I was saying that after lot of non characteristic blog posts and no more happening weekends I am back to my basic writing…..which of course involves self pity :)


So a quiet weekend. I mean I thought I would be literally quite as I had to get a small surgery done inside my little mouth. (For those who are learned it’s called third molar impaction). But then doctor refused to operate and then it was only medicines and me and books.

I mean I am still a geek of highest order. Sometimes I do agree to it somewat sheepishly but I wd be more happier in crossword rather than a disc. Strange ways of life I think.

But then the world around us don’t stop. So now smoking in public is banned .Gud thought I guess. Had enough of passive smoking anyways .So no more Butts in restaurants..pubs..nd wherever and everywhere.

Sorries and Apologies..they have different stories of their own but anyways said and moved then realized so has the world.

Getting back to ol friends, support systems sometimes no systems

More issues at workplace attached with a single solution. Strange how a single panacea decides for so many predicaments. But now its like the more you know the less you understand. And worse cant even ask the question why me!!

But then these trivialities cant hamper the impromptu drive to lonavala, stranded hungry on the highway, rickety hotel ,noisy fan, oh nt so happening waterfall..well as we say..Life moves on.

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A poem by my dear friend : Thnks Smriti for alowing to put it on the blog
Well just seems so fitting to my life too right nw


Perceptions and expectations,

Are a part of all relations.

Fulfilling one upholds the other,
Formation of one might never lead to the other!

But keeping up both is a mighty task,
What helps to maintain both is a social mask.

Sometimes the mask gets bigger than the person and the relation,
When perception becomes reality and expectations lead to exasperation!

It tires me to know my kin believes the perception,
But how to convey to them that the truth is not a deception.

Times have changed my ways but not me
I constantly feel I am against my family in a melee!

Till when will it last, who can tell?
I wish I could turn it around with a magical spell.

The burden of expectations is just too heavy,
Which cannot be distributed even in a bevy.

I want to fulfill expectations,
I want the others to have the right perception.

But a social mask I do not have and hold,
To pretend and play and deliberately mould.

Strength and patience is all I need,
Cause perceptions and expectations won't change indeed!

Public Apology

And I spoiled it all by sayin something stupid like …


Ever wondered why reputation take ages to build and seconds to break. Or trust takes hours and hours to build but is still so fragile. Or let’s say if you couldn’t stop, rationalize in your head, stream out in your mind, and end up doing something ridiculously stupid then does all the happy memories fade with it?

This is only an apology post. Especially for the person who’s dear to me .Apologies can’t have xcuses so there aren’t any. They can’t have reasons so there is none. It’s difficult to say sorry and make the other person believe that its more than a word but I would still try.

It’s difficult to mend the trust. Or bring back the time. But the public apology is xactly wat it calls for.

In the midst of character assassinations, in comprehensible deductions and some being just allegations. Let all be true. I am not talking myself out from anything nor mean to talk you into anything.

Just let me know if there`s still any chance left. I hope you still ve my no.