Poem from me

Well I used to be a poet.But then I used to be a lots of things which i have left now.But I thot my blog wdout a poem is definetely incomplete.So here it is "a creation from once a very twisted mind".
Existantial Exasperation

Drugs,rehabs to drill
Perdition to placebo pills
then why there is stillness still
Perhaps I am dead
of change I am scared
Jadded it looks
reality of course
Same o`l mirror
faces it makes
expressions it can fakes
Then what does it takes
For difference to be clear
Questions, abyss and fear
Reinvent self, O` dear